You came along

lilmermd275 @ 2005-05-31T21:33:00

2005-06-01T04:34:12Z

by the way...

can someone make my new livejournal look cool.
cause i have no clue how to.
or you could just tell me how.

wee. thanks.

lilmermd275 @ 2005-05-31T21:25:00

2005-06-01T04:26:20Z

i have a new lj.

_creamtangerine

you should add it.

that's all.

i just love this song, that's all.

2005-05-12T20:05:24Z

We were talking about the space between us all
And the people who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion
Never glimpse the truth, then it's far too late, when they pass away
We were talking about the love we all could share
When we find it, to try our best to hold it there with our love
With our love, we could save the world, if they only knew

Try to realise it's all within yourself
No one else can make you change
And to see you're really only very small
And life flows on within you and without you

We were talking about the love that's gone so cold
And the people who gain the world and lose their soul
They don't know, they can't see, are you one of them?

When you've seen beyond yourself then you may find
Peace of mind is waiting there
And the time will come when you see we're all one
And life flows on within you and without you

tell me who sings it (its not hard) and i will think you are the best.

lilmermd275 @ 2005-04-28T10:56:00

2005-04-28T17:56:31Z

seeing my lizzie last night definately brightened up my day!

lilmermd275 @ 2005-04-06T19:08:00

2005-04-07T02:08:50Z

basically, i had a bad day.

lilmermd275 @ 2005-02-25T14:41:00

2005-02-25T22:42:46Z

oh and sorry for the lack of lj cuts with the photos but i dont remember how to do that shizz....

lilmermd275 @ 2005-01-01T23:35:00

2005-01-02T07:43:15Z

wow. i just realized that i'm not sad to say good bye to the past year and fully embrace the new one with open arms.
i am so much more satisfied with my life now. it feels so good.

it is sad though to realize some things about old friends, what you need & what you don't, and what you actually want.
its satisfying & i believe its getting only better.

theres no way for me to make sense anymore.

and i realize only one person really knows me these days (or ever really), but its better to have one than none.
and yea, i realize that all that is gone, but im glad. that was so unsatisfying, and no one even cared then. and im pretty sure its only decreased since then.

ahhhh it just feels right.
we're dharma and greg- so i decided. of course altered a bit.

woooo.
i dont know why i cant bring myself to expose my new life. but i guess im content with not having people talk shit or needing to know.

wow, i think im done with this. adios.

snooow.

2004-12-23T20:44:50Z

it's snoooooooooooooooooooooowing!

if you only knew...then i guess you'd know

2004-11-11T12:02:25Z

im with aaron and nico right now.
i love melinda. she's so cool. and shes cool.
no school for veterans day rocks my body. seriously. mwuahhaha.

its great when life is grand.
and your whole body tingles.
especially when he kisses me.
and it feels like forever.
and its not scary,

and i should stop talking.

aarons laugh is funny.
he best not ...i forgot what i was going to say.

our room smells like bounce.
haha aat first i typed bounch.
oh well.

wooooooo.
omg remember mr boris head!

mmm dr pepper
i think i went to crossroads tonight.
siniging the little mermaid.

my friends are cool.
everyone say hi to andy.

la dee la dee dah.

love love love.
love love love.
love love looooove.
there's nothing you can do that can;t be done.

BYE.

lilmermd275 @ 2004-10-22T22:35:00

2004-10-23T05:34:29Z

isn't it strange how music can make you feel so much.

i was so fine.
then i heard this song.
and now i'm all emotional.

and i want to cry.
:/

starseed

2004-10-23T05:28:54Z

yay: i talked to erin my love today! way too long since i've done that. :)
yay: i had dinner w/ my mom tonight and talked to her for 3 hours and it was so nice. i can tell her everything, almost lol. she doesn't even care that martin smokes weed and that i drink. she rocks it. but i'm not stupid about it all either, and she trusts me. plus, she understands me pretty well because she was a lot like me at this age. anyways, she's cool. :)
boo: martin went home AGAIN.
yay: boris is home! i'm seeing him tomorrow. this week went by so fast, i can't believe he's already here.

i'm thinking about dying my hair. tonight. really dark. ah!
i've been SO random lately.
first with the cutting now with the dying.
i've never ever ever dyed my hair. not even a highlight has touched this head.
but i mean, why not do it? i've only got one life, might as well try it all. haha.

NO ONE IS HERE ON THE WEEKENDS. what the heck.
my floor is so empty.
kelly (rar) is at home.
the cool roomie is at some sorority party thing.
martin is home.
aj is who knows where.
aaron is my only friend!

i guess i could start my take home midterms. yay for no real tests. excelllent.

i've been listening to soooo much music. it's all i do.

okay, i'm done with this. bye!

this isn't supposed to happen.

2004-09-25T05:38:24Z

i know its just the first week so things are crazy.

all the same, it makes me want to be at ucla now so that i can have a life too.
and have people talking to me all the time.
because i miss the one person who i talked to all the time, anytime, about whatever.
and i know its going to be hard.
but soon enough it will get better.

in other news, i've made a whole list of things to help lizzie and her puppies out.
so if you would like to:
1. buy my clothes
2. buy my cds
3. buy my scarves
4. buy my art
5. come to a garage sale
6. come to a car wash
7. buy from a bake sale of my baked goodies
8. buy stuff of mine on ebay
9. donate whatever you can, even if its a dollar
10. spread the word/help raise money

by all means, please go ahead and do one of the above!
it's for a good cause and it will make a lot of good people very happy and thankful and grateful.
i know that if it were me and my puppies, i would be heartbroken so please do all that you can.
i know you can give up a movie or drink from starbucks or a new shirt to help someone out.
and if you do i will love you forever and bake you cookies. seriously. who doesn't want cookies?!

thank you all if you read this and/or can help.

i'm backing my lizzie up. <3 xxx.

lilmermd275 @ 2004-09-19T08:07:00

2004-09-19T22:41:36Z

my boris went bye bye.

:(

will someone please bring this poor girl some in-n-out.

i'm sorry but you have to suffer until its done.

2004-09-11T06:08:33Z

All I wanted was the chance to say
I would like to see you in the morning
Rolling over just to have you there
Would make it easy for a little bit longer
But here
Closer every year
So near
The fear is coming clear
My dear
The fear is here
Hottest summer in a hundred years
But summer didn't bother
getting up this morning
And so all the trees forgot to wake
They were dropping all their leaves
on the ground below them
But here
Closer every year
So near
The fear is coming clear
My dear
The fear is here
All I wanted was the chance to say
I would like to see you in the morning
Rolling over just to have you there
Would make it easy for a little bit longer
Make it easy for a little bit longer
Make it easy for a little bit longer
Make it easy for a little bit longer
Make it easy for a little bit longer
Make it easy for a little bit longer

lilmermd275 @ 2004-09-10T03:47:00

2004-09-10T18:22:55Z

oh, i also gained ten pounds in two weeks. gross on me.
so now i'm trying not to eat like a freakin' pig (aka how i always eat)
otherwise, the freshmen fifteen is going to be more like the freshmen fifty.

lilmermd275 @ 2004-08-30T17:56:00

2004-08-30T22:57:50Z

All of this time I've been trying to find a way to see my friends up in dallas, but I just realized, the person I want to see the most is already there. How could I be so stupid? My grandfater lives just on the other side of town. I would love it so much if I could see him. <3

why not.

2004-08-30T06:13:15Z

*Things I Like*:
*Josh Groban
*IAN THORPE
*Disneyworld
*Coffee
*Harry Conick Jr.
*Harry Potter
*JOHNNY DEPP
*Journals
*Hands and smiles
*Doodles
*Bubble Baths
*Kisses
*Manicures
*Shopping when I have money
*Letters/mail
*Sleeping
*Food
*Pianos
*My puppies
*the way my family talks
*Ukranians
*Fresh baked goods
*Weddings
*French music
*Thunderstorms
*Victoria's Secret
*Art Galleries
*Libraries

*Things I Don't Like*
*Peanut Butter
*Taking Potty breaks
*Spiders
*Bugs in general
*People moving away
*Gymnast bangs
*Motion Sickness from reading in a car
*Losing stuff
*Blisters
*Having to wear sunscreen everyday
*Periods
*Pants that are too short
*That the OLYMPICS are OVER :(
*Phelps out of the swimming gear/scene.
*Debt
*Money
*Cramps
*wanting more
*saying good-bye

Remember when it rained.
In the water I remain, running down.

Shoooo

2004-08-23T05:31:10Z

Going to be brave and take my driving test in the morning. Wish me luck!
Took a late nap and missed dinner. Sucky.
Went to Aleks's Birthday Party today. Awww bebe is 17! I felt old there.
Leaving for Oklahoma this week. It's gonna be crazay....riiight.
Disneyland Tuesday with the brother. Last time I'll see him before he leaves.
Talked to Kendra from Orientation! Yay I have a friend!
Okay, I'm going to bed now.
p.s. My legs have finally stopped dying, but now my back is a sore monster.
Oh and I loved that Disney Concert at the Bowl. Sooooo perfect for me.
Why is Dick Van Dyke the coolest ever.

My Russian is better than your Russian.

HAHAHAH

2004-08-12T21:15:30Z

Which Harry Potter guy falls in love with you? by Chili
Name/UserName:
House:
Who:	Lord Voldemort
When...	...he hears your voice giving an answer in class.
How he tells you:	He grabs and kisses you in the corridor.
What you do then:	Bite him.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Ewwwww Lord Voldemort...unless of course you are still in the form of Tom Riddle...

Okay, so maybe he doesn't have eyes, but he's still freaking hot.

Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
UserName
Age
You fall in love with
You meet	on your birthday (when he pops out of the cake)
His friends think	He could do better
Your friends think	you could do better
You will	be together always

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your Johnny Depp family by cerulean_dreams
Your Username
What he will wear on your wedding
You will name your son	Eric James
You will name you daughter	Chyler Marie
This is your dog
His name is	Milo
You will live in	your own country
Are you happy?	For the most part

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Okay enough.

Why.....ew.

2004-08-10T02:36:49Z

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	42

Quiz created with MemeGen!

This is just so so wrong...
Three tries and all I got was:
1. Bob Saget...Danny Tanner should bang NO ONE.
2. Kermit the frog.

& finally: Marilyn Monroe, who clearly, is the best choice.

Cover girl.

2004-08-06T00:22:28Z

Okay, picture frenzy because I'm home sick-ish and bored of television. Random friends, art, blah blah.

i love this woman.

my beautiful maura! oo moo-ha

brazil partayin.

i am beyond a dork.

there.

oh, there will be more.

lilmermd275 @ 2004-07-26T13:30:00

2004-07-27T04:07:14Z

Which QAF Character Are You Meant To Be With? by StarsAreOutTonite
Username
Name
Your lover

Quiz created with MemeGen!

lilmermd275 @ 2004-07-13T07:32:00

2004-07-13T22:08:03Z

almost done w/ the da vinci code.
finally started schenky panky's paintings. this morning i woke up, went into the room where i do my work, and found a BUG stuck to my painting. it was disgusting.
also, i couldn't sleep last night. it was the worst. i felt anxious, but in a bad way. i need to stop that.
i'm getting a shot today.
why am i always the last to get my ap scores?? still waiting...

lilmermd275 @ 2004-07-10T11:32:00

2004-07-11T02:07:11Z

*HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPY BIRFDAY PARIS!*

lilmermd275 @ 2004-07-10T09:17:00

2004-07-10T23:52:10Z

dum dee dum.
happy dee.